Havent been here for a long time

Its been a while since I have been on here and posted anything. There is no good excuse for me doing so, but I have been having a lot crap going on lately. It was all fine and dandy till somehow I injured my back getting into the shower???? I know it sounds really lame, it wasn't a sweet story to tell anyone. Usually its like, yeah I was squatting 550 and I threw out my back. No, It was nothing like that. Just my stepping over a 2 inch lip on the shower stall- just so you have a visual. After about two weeks of agonizing pain from that i decided to get myself into some more pain. How do you ask, I decided that jumping down 11 quite large steps, in a pair on slippers no less. Brainiac idea I know. So that puts me at about another 2 weeks of not doing anything, which sucked.

On top of it sucking I couldn't do any school work cause i was so groggy from the pain meds of if I wasn't groggy I couldn't read my computer screen because my vision was blurred/ I was just messed up. I don't remember what they were but they sure did their job. I felt little to now pain, the only downside was no school, no driving, no anything cause I littarly couldn't.

On top of all that I couldn't work. I understand the whole liability thing but they could put me on as a cashier or something. I suppose that putting a person on heavy medication in a position dealing with money isn't so smart though. heck they could have made me a greeter every store needs one of those to keep up with wall-fart. I still am off to this day and another 3 weeks to go. I haven't gotten paid in almost 2 months. This really sucks.

Some how in all this mess of these injuries and the past few months I have also been able to find my true love. I know people think its corny and what not but when you find that someone you just feel it. Its hard to explain, I could be having the worst of days and she could show up and i would instantly feel happy and joy. When I was and still am in pain she is content with just sitting relaxing. It just works.

I learned a few lessons from all this. You can never really plan ahead but it is always smart to, because you never know when your going to be stuck in a position to get screwed. You should always have some type of emergency money fund. Always think through something before you do it, just doing isn't smart as I found out the hard way. fyi- I probably didn't learn my lesson though if there is a nest time I will make sure I have shoes on. And probably the big reason or the one that I think is important is that even though a bunch of crappyness is happening all around you something good will emerge out of it.