Writing for engilsh

work blows. i work all the time and get paid squat. on top of that i stay late, come in early or even come in when im not scheduled if they ask. what do i get in reture. nothing thats what, they walk over me all the time, once i wish i could just speak my mind to the higher ups. i know that that would lead to me getting fired but it would feel so good and i would feel like king of the world.
awhile back when they were really screwing me over i went job hunting and incuraged my "future employers" to talk to my current work place.... listing people that would tell things how they were. after that i got a pay increase and the managers were or atleast seemed to be nicer to me for a long time. now there is this new lady there and everyone hates her but i think she is ok. she is just a very strict person and doesnt take crap from anyone. i like pretty much everything she does except for one thing. not allowing the parcle people keep stuff in the parcle room.
im sure that everyone hates their job and thinks that their job is the worst but im pretty sure that i bagged one of the worst.

Dazed and Confused

Why when you meet someone and you start to like/ really like them. Everything gets fucked up. I know im young but I feel as if im going to die alone. I really hate fighting of any kind. I would much rather get my head taken off in hockey then have a fight with a girlfriend. (trust me it hurts bad). When the person makes you happy and all you want to do is spend time with them isnt that a good thing. But at the same time this person just yells at you for no reason till you get pissed off and you dont even know what you did. Then they say "sorry" and everything is suposed to magically be better. Then later on when you get home from work and they glare at you and you say nothing they blow up. why the hell havent you tallked to me all day.

I guess i will never understand wonen and i can only hope to find one that will take me for what im face value and not try to change me into something im not.